January 23, 2011

A Song Without a Name PART 1

Have I ever told you this.

After a probation period of a few months in 2003, we, the team members, finished our first task with ease
In 2004, we were the employee of the month, with countless top results, but we couldn't feel content with just that
We were unable to contain ourselves and we started wanting more.

2005, we embarked into the overseas market, we thought everything would go smoothly like it had in Korea.
On our first attempt, we had the worst results possible and that was when my confidence started to drop.

A language we couldn't even speak
Every day we'd be at our lodgings or the office
An imprisonment that they claimed wasn't an imprisonment, saying it was for our own good

An excessive amount of solitude, tears and rage
These were what made us one
Saying that we couldn't part ways no matter what happened
Saying that we should always be together
Saying that we should resemble each other's good points
We said these things in our hearts and kept running

One day, we finally reached that top position we had so earnestly wanted
We each took our phones and contacted our families and friends.

That day had finally arrived.
From then on, everything started to go so well.

Records selling hundreds of thousands, winning every award out there and harvesting the fruits of our labor.
It felt like even when we cried, those tears dropped softly

The reason we were happier than any joy or sorrow
We, who never gave up and ran till the end
The reason we were stronger than anything else, was because we were one

You have already changed. (I can't stay in that spot forever)
I'll be the first to turn my back on you. (I can't be shedding tears forever)
I'll call out your name, though you keep going so far away (Fly me high into that sky)

We had been running for quite some time.
When we were surrounded by an unexpected, big wall
And the thought, 'Has it always been this dark' stayed in my head for a long time.

Once, this happened.
With the ever growing business expenses, and the increasing debts
The situation became something I could no longer handle on my own

Our CEO had once said these words to us
Tell me whenever you need something. Because we will always be family to each other.

Tell me whenever you need something.
Remembering those words, I took the courage to call him and ask him a favor.

Though I had this strange feeling inside of me, he was the only person I could rely on back then.
Because we were a family who would stay together forever.

Though I built up the courage to ask him a favor, all I received was a cold refusal.
His words made me so mad, but I contained myself and asked him once more to help me out.

He hung up on me.

I couldn't stop the tears streaming down my face.
I couldn't think straight because he wasn't the family I had always believed he was till then.

When he needed us, we were family to him. When we needed him, we were strangers.

More amazing things happened as more time passed.
Hearing that we had finally struck gold overseas and brought in results so unimaginably astronomical,
I walked into the office with a spring in my step to receive my pay.

Our team members were looking at each other with excited gazes.
We complimented each other on how hard we had worked.

But the statement of accounts we received said we were at a deficit
I thought I had seen the figures wrong so I checked again
Everything was listed under expenses
Damn it, how could all that money have gone towards paying expenses.
What kind of expenses were there to make that much money vanish?

I couldn't believe my eyes so I asked them to show me the detailed statement of accounts that I had never seen before.
They told me they would show it to me, but I ended up never seeing those few sheets of paper as all I did was work.

The amount of questions I had grew the more time passed.
The headaches grew the more our team members got together and thought about it.

If I was to say just one last thing
Are the things we do for the company
Really and truly things that are for the company?

Sure, let's say they were. We, the kind souls, will let that one slide.
We will forget it, for the company, and for us, who have been together for so many years.
But that isn't right, those aren't things you should be saying to us.

Were you seriously planning on disappointing us till the very end?
When you called, all you did was talk about our team members behind each other's back, it was so hard to trust you.

This is exactly like what our seniors said. Did you want to keep the ones who'd still willingly make money for you?
A senior told me that the family the company always talked about, would make it hard for us to survive if we left the company
Those words refuse to leave my mind

Though I have so much more to say,
I can't because I feel so frustrated at the thought that someone will torment us more when this song is released.

Anyway, though life is hard, we are working hard and doing well.
We are trying to really smile though we continue to be tormented by someone.

This effort of ours is not the effort of a mere product.
It is the effort that is driven by the thought
That we want to die with no regrets when we leave this earth.

-Commentary by Yoochun-

Yes, in the end, it's JYJ.

Yesterday and tomorrow, though I've thought about it all day long
I can truly feel the difference between then and now at 25, my age

I will now put this pen down.
But my heart it at ease right now.

Because I am able to feel the love of our fans......
I'm thinking of sharing the load I have kept in my heart all this time.
Though nothing is ever easy, my heart is at ease.
I'm happy because we have our fans for our family,
I'm always thinking of you all......
I love you.

So could you believe in us till the end.
Could you tell us that you love us.
We'll work hard till forever, so could you stay by our side.

Because we still have you
And you still have us

I promise, that I'll show you everything eventually.
Yes, we are JYJ.

"You have raised the palace walls and firmly closed the door
They say that love is not imprisonment
Love is letting go to fly freely
But I don't even expect that much
For we, who you made, are not even worth half of half of half of that.
We are nothing but eternal frogs living in a well."
(Excerpt from the musical 'Mozart!')

Though I still have so much to say
I will end it here.

Source: [DC Gall]
Translation credits: jeeelim5@tohosomnia.net
Shared by: tohosomnia.net


I'm so proud of you... Mr 6002theMicky ♥ ♥ ♥

photo credits as tagged

January 19, 2011

Cintaku beralih arah =.=" *mianhae yunnie*

Cintaku beralih arah pda Choikang Changmin gara2 Paradise Maedows 
*yunnie mianhaee*


changmin is so adorable
dr td asyik senyum sengsowg ja nie~!!!
tgk noted nmpk minnie....
tgk pen nmpk minnie..
dr td fangirling sengsowg depan noted nie...

esok ad paper neh~!! 
skunk nie tgk suma bnda
 asyik nmpk minnie ja..... 

why u're so adorable???
now i'm in love with u~!!!
cmna nk explain ngn hyung u nie??

meh3 kita tgk~!!
kt mna yg shomeyl sgt uri magnae nie...
credit to vitkewt

January 13, 2011

I'm crying AGAIN~!!! *Appa and Omma fighting*

After a two-year hiatus from the Korean music industry, TVXQ made a triumphant return last week. On January 12th, members Yunho and Changmin held a press conference to discuss the various issues surrounding their comeback.
Yunho started, “We came back for the first time in two years and three months, and I swelled with emotions when I saw how many fans came. I wanted to show everyone an amazing live and worked hard to achieve it, but unfortunately, I caught a cold. Although I received IV treatments, my voice still didn’t improve in the morning, so I worried a lot. It still hasn’t improved yet.”
Changmin added, “I don’t think I was as nervous as I thought I would be. It was really exciting and fun.”
When asked about the efforts they took on as a two-membered TVXQ, Yunho replied,“While preparing for the album with only two members, I thought that I had to make it live up to the standards of ‘TVXQ’. TVXQ was known for its strong performances and lives, so there wasn’t a single thing we could slack off on. We brought about a lot of changes on the high notes, and switched parts for every different genre.”
Changmin said, “There’s pressure in having to carry the name of ‘TVXQ’ as two members. Ever since our debut, Yunho-hyung was known for his dancing, so I didn’t want to bring down the performance. In other words, I didn’t want to lose by comparison (laughter).”
While on the topic of dancing, the reporter brought up the unique point in their choreography where they ‘push down’ on the heads of their backup dancers. Yunho elaborated, “We heard that the vocals for this album were similar to our former albums. We tried to investigate different ways to show off our strengths through the choreography, and so we brought in talented dancers. By putting in moves that were dictated by the beat, we tried to have our choreography express the dignity of TVXQ and to send the following message: ‘We’ll be taking control of the stage.’”
Reporters then turned to the strong bonds between TVXQ and their labelmates. Both Changmin and Yunho revealed, “At the time of our comeback, Lee Soo Man sent us a text saying that we were ‘jackpot.’ He gave us his support, asking us to do our best from now on. Yoo Young Jin also thinks very preciously of TVXQ. The fact that he’s even by our side gave us a source of strength. BoA and Kang Ta also watched and reviewed our first broadcast.”
Then what is the relationship like between Yunho and Changmin? Changmin replied,“Our relationship has gotten stronger over the past two years. His personality is the complete opposite of mine, so there were some conflicts, but I’ve become very affectionate towards him and have come to understand and accept who he is.”
Yunho replied, “If I’m like fire, Changmin is like water. He’s really like my wife. Our personalities began to mesh, and we’ve gotten a lot closer as a result. Don’t lasers shoot from our eyes on stage? We’ve worked hard in preparing something that could stop people from looking at us with worried eyes, and to not disappoint ourselves as well. We’ve come to understand each other like a married couple.”

The interview shifted over to a very sensitive topic: JYJ.
Calmly, Yunho said, “For two years and three months, I waited for those three friends. Since they’re still not here, I figured that someone had to protect ‘TVXQ’ instead of just continuing to wait. ‘TVXQ’ was created as a cumulative effort between a company named SM Entertainment, five members, and our fans. In order to make sure it would never be forgotten, we figured that this would be the best way to protect TVXQ.”
He continued, “I’ve always had a positive mindset, but it’s gotten a lot more positive now. During that difficult time, I would just grabbed a water bottle and ride around on the seven subway lines; sometimes I even went mountain climbing. I felt a lot of affection for the little things. In a way, those difficulties became a sort of ‘happiness’ – I was glad that it had occurred when I was younger, so that I could mature from it. I’m not sure whether this path is right, but I do believe that everything will work out if we all try hard.”
“They were all personal wounds, and the pain from my ‘leader’ role was greater, but not once did I ask anyone to ‘Listen to what I have to say.’ What’s already happened is too big for just the two of us to solve on our own. I believe the answer is to just spare our words on issues regarding the law, and to just work hard on our singing and promotions.”

When asked about their personal thoughts on the dispute between JYJ and SM Entertainment, Yunho replied, I just want them to hurry up and come back to TVXQ. Under the name of music, everything was great, but further promotions created a difference in values. Those values are personal problems, and I don’t want to go into anything long-winded on that. I just want them to be healthy. The only thing I can ask is for them to come back. The three have crossed the line and have gone too far for us to catch them. I just want them to solve the dispute with our company, and hurry up and come back. It was difficult. It hurt. I felt a sense of resentment against people. As opposed to hate, I was hurt. But I just accepted it all. Honestly, I didn’t have the time to harbor hate against anyone.”

My baby is sick~!! T__T

TVXQ has just kicked off their comeback activities, and as expected, their schedule is full to the bursting point. To stay on top of his numerous activities, it’s been revealed that Yunho has been receiving IV shots.

Yunho mentioned before that he had a fever, which was why he wasn’t able to perform 100%. He’s reported more than once that he was suffering from a cold that affected his throat and nose, and it’s gotten to the point where it’s difficult for him to even speak. Despite it all, Yunho impressed his staff members by performing live for the majority of their comeback.

On top of his musical activities, he’s also begun filming for his drama, “Poseidon“.

His dedication and drive demonstrates that Yunho has returned to his ‘rookie mindset’, as he wants to throw in 300% of his efforts into his work, despite his poor condition.


babe please take care... 
dont push ur self too much~!! 
*I'd hate to see him push himself too much*
*aishh~ he always push himself over the limit*

oppa~!! i want to see this bright smile again....
not da fake smile
see nmpk sgt senyum xikhlas.. =.=" *sigh*

credit to allkpop
pic credit as tagged

January 12, 2011

Ding Dong..Ding Dong....POSTO..Posto..

dr kiri AADBSK3, AABDSK2

puas aty
2 dya~!!! smpai dah...
disini saya nk beterima kaseh pda AZILA ISMAIL unnie...
UNNIE..Gamsahamnida~!!! *shout*
 thx so much tlg belikn album nie..


yg nie pula koleksi yg sedia ad~!!
poster 2h dpt msa beli THSK THE BEST SELECTION 2010
 *walaupown bru ad 3 dvd  sy sgt puas aty~!!!*

*mood aku skunk nie*
*mode happy tahap xhengat on*

toing..toing..toing *jumping up & down*

January 10, 2011

Sorry..Please Forgive me~!!

I'm saying sorry first
I'm saying sorry last
I'm saying sorry for the future
but mainly for the past

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you
and I'm sorry for not listening
when you needed it the most
you were right and you had the right to be mad

I'm sorry that you felt the need to apologize
and I'm sorry that you were hurt
I'm sorry that I can only see the good
and always try to avoid the bad

I'm saying sorry for all my mistakes
I'm saying sorry for being blinded
blinded by the perfect thought of you and me
when really we don’t have a chance

I'm the stupid one
I let you down and I feel it deep within me
We both made some errors and said something wrong but that’s how life is

Nobody's perfect
not even me and you
so I'm sorry for that too
And I'm sorry for everything but ...

Please forgive me
We can change things back to normal
I'm sorry if this is not what you want
But it’s the only thing I can think of

Please forgive me
Sorry for all ~
with love i send this
wishing .. no hoping ..
all the best for you ..
without me messing your life

SMILE ^___^

adehh..anyyeong plak..
Salam lah..agugugu..
Assalamualaikum yorobun~!!
waa~~ lately emo xbapa nk stabil la...uhuhuk.. Y.Y
suma gara2 tweet dr abg junsu... 
ap yg dya tweet?? sapa tw2 la..mls nk cita kt cnie..
da la mamat 2 heartbroken *myB xtahan sgt kot ngn ap yg jd nie*
ps2 da kena bashing plak ngn PECACAI SME huk3..
sapa pecacai2 2h??..huk3..
mcm aku ckp td MALAS nk story kt cnie,wt panas aty aku jah kn..grrr~~!!


OKAY2 cukup2 la ngn sad/bad news 2h...
entry nie bkn nk cita sal mnda2 sdeyh pown *wlaupown mmg agk emo*huh..
tp 2 suma BEFORE aku tgk nie..

kawaiii desssu~!!! 

jom2 kita READ MORE~~!! GAJA~!! ^______^

January 08, 2011



now i'm addicted at this song plak..hahaha...
tiap2 arie sblom tido msty dgr dlu...
wlaupown org len ckp lyric nie sgt sadisss..*xpat nafikn pown mmg sadis*
tp aku still support dyorg~!!
aku support suma 1x..
sbb aku sayang lima2 org...bkn just JYJ bkn just Homin..tp JYJCY~!!!
AKTF~!!!!!!!!!!!! ^___________^

see my hubby hawt~!! aren't they???

your totally hawt Yunho oppa~!!

you too minnie oppa~!!!

at least they still have one another..
*pic credit to park ain unnie*


JYJCY is my everything~!! 

DBSK - Why (Keep Your Head Down) MV [english subs + romanization + hangul]
credit to kpopsubs1
picture credit as tagged

January 07, 2011

mY bAbY's cRy!nG~!! T___T

tgk pefomen nie....happy sgt dyorg da blik on stage
tp suasana dya nmpk sgt kosong...
slalu belima ats stage...skunk nie just dua ja...
tp ap2 pown...
Congratulation oppa.. i'm so proud of u~!!

i think i heard yunho's voices crack...
his crying...isn't he??? 
OMO~!! T________T 

oppa please be strong~!!
always keep on your mind babe... 
JYJCY is my everything~!! 

video : HoMin - H.C.I
credit to BigBangShineeWorld7
picture credit as tagged

January 01, 2011

OMO *O* ♥♥ YunJae LOVE ♥♥

kya~~~ sweet...sweet..sweet couple ever~!!
wat a sweet couple nee....
waaa~~ sayang sgt3 ngn couple nie...sweet3 jek...

meh3...kita knal2 lu ngn our omma n appa 
Jung Yunho *uri appa*
stage name dya slalu pgl UKNOW...
sbb bla org soh intro diri dya sbut Yunho 2 laju sgt 
*xtw sahih or x,aku pown dpt info dr org*
24 tahun, Birthday dya 6 Febuari 1986 *klw ikot korea 25*
dya join sm masa umo 
group zodiak sama ngn omma Aquarius ..
so no wonder la sweet couple kn...haha *xde kne mengena lgsg*
hahaha... ok2 jom kite knal ngn our OMMA

Kim JaeJoong *uri omma*
stage name klw overseas pgl HERO *herokah?? yes..he's my HERO*
klw korean fan pgl Youngwoong JaeJoong
same age wif appa 24 birthday dya 26 January 1986..tua setaun dr appa...

n now time 4 YunJae

MuSiC pLaYeR..~ EnJoY~

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